Steve Beckow
This article is intended to be part of an ascension ethnography. (1) Hence it’s more detailed than normal, especially the footnotes. I apologize if it’s found to be too lengthy or detailed.
It’s embarrassing to walk around with very little memory. The only thing that makes it bearable is that most of my friends are in the same boat.
This has been happening with me since 2012. I’m fine at the keyboard. I’m fine with long-term memory. But short-term memory, I just can’t hold onto things, no matter how hard I try. Like why did I come into the kitchen? What was I thinking of?
I’ve even watched the memory of an event disappear the other day, almost as soon as it happened.
Michael has assured me that I don’t have dementia. (2) He’s said I’ll have enough memory when I need it. (3) And he’s even told me two of the reasons: So I’ll forget about the Third Dimension. And so I’ll live in the moment.
I can now guess at a third: So we can work together in writing in a closer and more synchronous manner.
But, until now, I hadn’t given much attention to the matter. Memory loss was a nuisance and that was that.
And yet, and this is another-post June 12th event, I realized this morning (4) that, where I’m going, from CEO to pipeline to galactic liaison (which Michael describes as the main event), (5) I’m going to need to leave the past behind.
He has on occasion encouraged me to live in the moment, which is pretty scarey for a logical guy. (6) But now it’s all coming into perspective.
What I realized this morning is that, if I’m to become the best vehicle I can for Michael to work through, undoubtedly in writing, then I need to forget the past and live in the present, (7) forget the Third Dimension (whatever that looks like) and focus on the Fifth-Seventh (wherever he wants me to be).
I’m going to take a chance here. Post-June 12, taking a chance seems to be in order. (8) I’m going to allow myself to go deeper into no-memory.
Wow, this is scarey.
I’m going to allow that Michael meant every word he said and that letting go of my memory of the old Third is what is required.
We knew we’d have to let go of everything. That meant letting go of our attachment to it, not necessarily letting go of the thing itself. I therefore let go of my attachment to the Third Dimension, even though I know full well that no one around me in my personal world may understand what I’m doing and may not support it.
Here is my piecing together of what Michael is saying to me, from so many puzzle pieces over time.
PART - 2
Here is my piecing together of what Michael is saying to me, from so many puzzle pieces over time. Full supporting quotes are in the footnotes.
(A) We are co-creative partners. (1)
(B) I can do with that partnership what I want, make it the focus of my life or say, isn’t that nice?
(C) Our partnership will be in writing. (2)
(D) He wants me to let go of the Third Dimension and open to the Fifth/Seventh. (3)
(E) But I’m not to go permanently ahead of the group or become a guru figure. That’s not my mission. (4)
(F) I’ll have enough memory when I need it. (5)
As you’ll see in the footnotes, even if one has readings, one still has to piece together what’s being said.
Prior to June 12, if I had considered any of this, it would have been an arm’s length consideration, as if I were reading this about someone else. But now I read it and I “get” it with the same importance as I’d get marching orders.
And as I get it, I see that these are strands of the same whole tapestry I got on June 12. I got the gestalt then – a flash of understanding of the whole. Now I’m getting the pieces.
Post-June 12, this is Big Steve rather than little Steve, starting all over again. Re-reading my instructions. Doing it publicly so that folks, for one reason or another, who don’t have access to readings can watch a lightworker servant get his marching orders – in bits and pieces – from the one he serves and piece it all together.
I hope it helps. But living in the moment in our society, post-Covid and everything else, is sure going to be a gamble.
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